
Missing mai cowboyy..WELL, I have been like super busy with stuff and I'm hardly speaking or seeing my babi Bitil.. It's driving me more than crazy. I can't stop thinking about him, I've even named a fucking teddy bear "Mikeahela" Because I miss him so much! Of course I sleep with that teddy.. He made me an amazing letter, and I wrote it down in a note book twice. One to keep in my note book and the other to go under my pillow and also to carry it around with me.. I get so upset randomly, I hate it. I know it's not forever that I won't speak with him but it feels like it. If you think about letting go or breaking something so dear to you, times that by 1243457465